I have to be rude, otherwise you don’t get the damn point.

I have been there for all of your family’s important events. Weddings, showers, and graduation parties. But I know if I invite you to be there, you’ll make up some excuse.

Your family always does, and I figured if I was rude, at least you’d listen to me.

ugh.

Why does my extended family suck?

I sincerely hope I’m gonna be a good mother someday

Though if the way I take care of everyone else is an indication, I’ll be just fine.

It’s time to get my shit together and start being an adult

I’ve got the relationship part pretty down pat.

Now I need to apply for NWTC, do my general classes and work my way up so I can be a certified ultrasound technician.

Then I need a better job. 

Hopefully this will go smoothly. Or at the very least, i can do it.

the breakroom is loud and I’m really angry.

When I’m married, I never want to fight in front of my kids because I know I hated seeing that shit.

I mainly just don’t want to know my kids can hear us fighting. I spent a decent number of nights crouched on the stairs listening to them scream at each other, and my kids are never going to go through that